Its pretty unusual to talk to the person you like, about you liking them. First of all its gonna end up being pretty awkward, but its probably going to be very emotional, and its not even just that your going to end up crying, (because you probably will end up doing so) but its also anger.
You will cry because you want to be with them, then you'll cry because your confused, and because your feelings are frustrating you, and that makes you angry, and the anger gets worse because you are so confused with your feelings that you just want to forget about it all.
(I dont think many people many people analyse situations in life as much as i do :/ )
Erghhh ! Im feeling like this now, i dont think you really understand how hard it is to be in this situation until you are actually in it.
Wow I miss this person so much right now, i would have thought they would never know how much i actually do like them, but after reading this, there probably gonna be pretty shocked, or confused.
:'(, Oh my gosh, Im so confused !
If this person reads this, IT REALLY ISNT YOUR FAULT !!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not your fault that i like you, Its not your fault that your beautiful, and such a great person, its not your fault you dont feel comfortable because im young, its not your fault that your confused, (i dont know whether you cry often, but if this is making you cry then im sorry about that too) its definatley not your fault that im crying because i get really emotional for no apparant reason. I shouldnt be loading this all on you, i really didnt mean to stress you out, THIS IS ALL MY FAULT !!!!!! Im so sorry, im so so so sorry, i really shouldnt have brought it up today, this is really all my fault im so sorry :'(
Saturday, 4 June 2011
Thursday, 2 June 2011
A Surreal Life Of Iconic Stars
Okay maybe it's just me, but when I look at a picture, such as the one above, of such an iconic and life changing actress, do you someimes imagine what would have happened before and after that photo was shot ?
You can imagine it like a movie running on old black and white film, with crackles and sparks coming out of the room where they keep the film, and a backing track from someone like regina spektor (even thought i know she hadn't been born yet, it just goes with the situation)
Is it just me ? I think it probably is xD
Love
As far as love goes im not very experienced, i have never been out with any one, but like everyone else, i have had feelings for people.
When you have feelings for someone it is probably the most complicated part of your teenage life, there are those days when you'd kill to see them, and other days when their all you think about, and you spend precious hours or days of your life wishing you were closer to them, but is it really worth it ?
All those wasted emotions and tears, will it be worth it in the end ??
Sometimes you feel as if you have done everything possible to try and show that you like them but it doesn't work. Like they have been blinded from your feelings towards them, 'the wool pulled over their eyes', like they don't take a hint! And if you don't say something they will never open their mind to the fact that you have feelings toward them.
You then have the worst anger and either have to take it out on some inanimate object or someone you love (which you will probably regret) or, cry which is what most people would do.
I don't know if it's just me but I sometimes listen to a song and it suits the situation your in so much that you can close you eyes and imagin the situation being placed in a film with the song as a backing track ? Is it just me ? xD
When you have feelings for someone it is probably the most complicated part of your teenage life, there are those days when you'd kill to see them, and other days when their all you think about, and you spend precious hours or days of your life wishing you were closer to them, but is it really worth it ?
All those wasted emotions and tears, will it be worth it in the end ??
Sometimes you feel as if you have done everything possible to try and show that you like them but it doesn't work. Like they have been blinded from your feelings towards them, 'the wool pulled over their eyes', like they don't take a hint! And if you don't say something they will never open their mind to the fact that you have feelings toward them.
You then have the worst anger and either have to take it out on some inanimate object or someone you love (which you will probably regret) or, cry which is what most people would do.
I don't know if it's just me but I sometimes listen to a song and it suits the situation your in so much that you can close you eyes and imagin the situation being placed in a film with the song as a backing track ? Is it just me ? xD
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
The Peace and Serenity Of Your Mind, Will Always Be Troubled By The Chaos and Pain Of The Heart
Okay, I know the title's a bit much, but its my first blog :)
For those of you who know me, then you know me as a very cheerful, loud, or you could say 'flamboyant' girl, but there is much more than that behind the smile.
As many of you may know, you sometimes do have to lie about your feelings to get by, and yes, I know im only 13, but as far as emotions go, I have experianced alot. Okay here goes.
Sometimes you feel as if your mind is drifting away you drift into a sea of serenity and peace, where you forget all the troubles of the world, where there is no hard decisions to make and no tears to hold back, and definatley no PME ! You are in the most peaceful place on earth, you can be yourself and no one will judge or discriminate you.
But all that can change in the blink of an eye. And it is that blink itself that changes everything, from that sea of serenity you have been 'chillin' in ( :D ) comes a storm of emotion, your heart pulls you back to chaotic reality, but reality is too much, you feel all the problems and worries flood your mind, and like a drop of rain, a tear trickles down your face...........The storm has begun.
Yeah, i know its a load of metaphoric crap, and i know im only 13, and i shouldnt be stressing but............ OH WELL !!!!! This blog is for those who feel the same way and if you think im just stupid teen, then stuff you !!!!!! ............ Thanks xD
For those of you who know me, then you know me as a very cheerful, loud, or you could say 'flamboyant' girl, but there is much more than that behind the smile.
As many of you may know, you sometimes do have to lie about your feelings to get by, and yes, I know im only 13, but as far as emotions go, I have experianced alot. Okay here goes.
Sometimes you feel as if your mind is drifting away you drift into a sea of serenity and peace, where you forget all the troubles of the world, where there is no hard decisions to make and no tears to hold back, and definatley no PME ! You are in the most peaceful place on earth, you can be yourself and no one will judge or discriminate you.
But all that can change in the blink of an eye. And it is that blink itself that changes everything, from that sea of serenity you have been 'chillin' in ( :D ) comes a storm of emotion, your heart pulls you back to chaotic reality, but reality is too much, you feel all the problems and worries flood your mind, and like a drop of rain, a tear trickles down your face...........The storm has begun.
Yeah, i know its a load of metaphoric crap, and i know im only 13, and i shouldnt be stressing but............ OH WELL !!!!! This blog is for those who feel the same way and if you think im just stupid teen, then stuff you !!!!!! ............ Thanks xD
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